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Too Awake Too Alive

by Steady The Mammoth

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1.
Apologies 01:34
I'm sorry That Ive been so weak Its safe to say that Ive become worst defeat and at the end of this tragedy i will find my place I will find my way
2.
One Summer 04:07
I admit Im lost Ive been wrong all this time Bending over backwards to lead a life That was never mine Could you put your trust in me Even though Ive gone off the deep end This has lit a fire that’s inside of my heart And it burns for you It fucking burns for you I see my future right ahead But can you live on when you already feel so dead I stay so lost in my head The winds have changed and all I can see Is the shadow of a man that im suppose to be My mind is jaded but my heart stays pure And your expectations keep asking for more Just give me a sign that ive made progress Im coping with the fear of losing what I have left Your heart is only as gold as you make it to be So can you Have faith in me So bury the kids that we used to be no longer naïve never falling asleep cause we see this all so clearly now if only we could find direction or motivation we could have something to strive for this is our moment its here for the taking I have nothing but faith in you Cause this is family This is your moment its hear for the taking I have nothing but faith in you I put my trust in you Just give me a sign that ive made progress Im coping with the fear of losing what I have left Your heart is only as gold as you make it to be So can you Have faith in me This is your moment its hear for the taking I have nothing but faith in you I put my trust in you
3.
Voices 03:28
4.
Cold Hands 03:21
5.
Wake me up Your sense of judgement makes me sick (she told me) Im more than through with your bullshit and this is the last time im giving up so now step down from your throne you never meant a thing to anyone just face the truth Im sick of running and hiding from the man I was born to be Ill send the message im doing just fine so fuck those high opinions stuck in your head im moving on finally ive found the strength to stand my ground but all you do is judge me and kick me while im down from everything I want to everything I need I don't know where you fall or where ill even be or if you still think of me Ive walked this path for far to long but what the fuck was i trying to prove that i could gain the respect of a failure with clouded ethic views i know now that these times seem bleak but you gave me (life) perceptions misguided by a fading light it makes me sick i cant thank you enough for being my reason to live Ill send the message im doing just fine so fuck those high opinions stuck in your head im moving on too awake and too alive I found myself in the darkest place ive ever been its time I made amends for who I am and who ive been too awake and too alive I found myself in the darkest place ive ever been its time I made amends for who I am and who ive been perceptions misguided by a fading light it makes me sick i cant thank you enough for being my reason to live this is my everything all that i hold on to i will break through
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Portraits 03:53
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Vultures 04:01
breaking the mask I wore to get ahead I am finally content with myself but they will never let me rest Things all fall apart we stitched this with fabric you burned from the start a mindset obtained to live for now and question everything you've broken me all I know is defeat but i will always try to prove myself To a world that spit on my dreams to a worls that wont question a fucking thing. I have grown bitter countless nights I've spent trapped inside my head you have to learned your place I found solace keeping friends with the ground Things all fall apart we stitched this with fabric you burned from the start a mindset obtained to live for now questioning everything open your fucking mind. Appreciate yourself and other people for who they truly are not what consumes them i fucking pray this gets through to you. Don’t live a life you didn't choose. Only you know the truth Don't Live a lie you didn't choose you've broken me all I know is defeat but i will always try to prove myself To a world that will spit on my dreams to a world that wont question a fucking thing. So tell your vultures that you're not dead yet cause we never had to wait this long why would you choose to wait too long no stranger to frowns im a slave to this town crushed up these pills thinking “just keep your head down” I've tried so many times but I'm sick take this life from me I'm fed up from all this shit Everyone has a story they leave that fades into the past why should you be who they want you to be? If its no t going to last? (Jaded and Weak) The vultures will tear out our throats (don’t lose your voice) Im sick of their judgement for the only truth I've ever known when will it end? when will it end? When will it end? My patience running thin So don't think that i’ll play your games my heart will stay true to what it has fought to maintain. you've broken me all I know is defeat but i will always try to prove myself To a world that will spit on my dreams to a world that wont question a fucking thing. So tell your vultures That you're not dead yet we never had to wait this long

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released September 7, 2016

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